Billie Eilish – Getting Older Chords

I’m getting older, I think I’m aging well.
I wish someone had told me I’d be doing this by myself.
There’s reasons that I’m thankful, there’s a lot I’m grateful for.
But it’s different when a stranger’s always waiting at your door.
Which is ironic ’cause the strangers seem to want me more.
Than anyone before (Anyone before)
Too bad they’re usually deranged…

Last week, I realized I crave pity.
When I re-tell a story, I make everything sound worse.
Can’t shake the feeling that I’m just bad at healing.
And maybe that’s the reason every sentence sounds rehearsed.
Which is ironic because when I wasn’t honest.
I was still being ignored (Lying for attention, just to get neglection)
Now we’re estranged…

Things I once enjoyed.
Just keep me employed now.
Things I’m longing for.
Someday, I’ll be bored of.
It’s so weird
That we care so much, until we don’t.

I’m getting older, I’ve got more on my shoulders
But I’m getting better at admitting when I’m wrong
I’m happier than ever, at least, that’s my endeavor
To keep myself together and prioritize my pleasure
‘Cause to be honest, I just wished the word I promised
Would depend on what I’m giving (Not on his permission)
(Wasn’t my decision) To be abused, hmmm…

Things I once enjoyed.
Just keep me employed now.
Things I’m longing for.
Someday, I’ll be bored of.
It’s so weird
That we care so much, until we don’t.

But next week, I hope I’m somewhere laughing.
For anybody asking, I promise I’ll be fine.
I’ve had some trauma, did things I didn’t wanna.
Was too afraid to tell ya, but now, I think it’s time.